Undeserving

I'm not sure what it is but I seem to be getting all the things I want this month. *even if God knows I don't deserve it...

1. I finally got my hair straightened out/ rebonded last Sunday. It was by far the best way to spend my first night off. It was a thousand bucks, but oh so worth it. Now my hair's soft and smooth.
2. I also got to buy myself a new cellphone. The fact that its only a N2310 and that it doesn't have a camera doesn't matter because I got to buy myself something from the money and the hours I've been giving to work this past four months. Makes me feel that even if I hate my job, at least I'm being productive.
3. I got the shift schedule I wanted. So now no more evening shift for me because I'd be @ work from Tuesday-Saturday, 3AM - 12 PM! Oooh yeah!

Now all I have to do is let the next two months go by, save up so I can buy a DVD player, start my own bank account and save up for my return to school next year. Believe it or not its easier said than done.

Am at work right now and you don't know how much I was anywhere but here. I miss going to school. If ever my TL approaches me and tells me I'm being terminated because I've been not so good as an agent or as a guide, production and attitude wise, I'll walk out of this company with a smile because finally I'm freed. Don't get me wrong, I'm nice on the phone, but c'mon! Being in a call center is NOT my lifelong dream. It is NOT what I want to do for the rest of my life. So I'm just using this experience and for the positive effect it has on my finances. But other than that, no more.

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Am on break now. TL isn't here so I'm not stressed out. You know, its not actually being on the phone and having to speak in my second language to strangers in the other side of the globe all day that pisses me off. Its the fact that I know that every small act is being monitored and I'm being watched. The production goals, the expectations --- its stressful and it makes the fun of being able to book vacations a big fat ARGH!

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I'm so not doing good this week. I'm not in the mood. I know I'd regret it. Oh well.

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Cheerdance will be next Saturday! Go SDT!

High School Musical 2 primier's Sunday!

PBB Season 3 and Teen Edition Season 2 auditions starts Sunday as well... who knows, I may be famous this time next year... It's free to dream..

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Off to get hot choco!