New Blog

I now have a new blog, the final and official one: Beryllism
I am also deleting the doodle blog since I'm too lazy to write my stories, as always.
I'm keeping this one for future reference, but this would be my last post in this blog in a long long time.

Happy Holidays everyone!

It's One of Those Days

There are just some days where you can't pinpoint where it went all wrong. Today is one of those days.

From my grandfather's sermons and tirades on cleaning the house, to my not being in the mood to apply for a job even if I need one, to the uneasiness of being outside of the house because the people there are just not the ones I want to be with right now.

Hay.

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I'm going to work on my new blog for now.

Starting Anew

I want to start a new blog for next year. This time it'll be final and real and organize. I love this blog, and I'm proud that I've managed to keep it for as long as I had. But I really want to start a new one so I can have my friends and family visit it. One of the my 2008 resolutions is to try to reach out more to my paternal relatives. I'm turning 20 next year. The big TWO ZERO thing makes me feel old and stressed out; it makes me feel like I've wasted two decades of my life doing nothing really.

So I want to start a new one. I've been looking at skins over at blogskins.com since Monday, only since I'm using the free Internet in the lib, I'm not able to upload the skins I like to try on my new blog, which is still empty. I plan to write my first entry next year.

I think I'll try LJ. I never did get how it worked. I've been through Xanga and blogdrive. Blogspot is cool, but I'm kinda bored with it.

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Off for now.

Colds and Surveys

It's so freaking cold here in the library! I already have a nasty cold, to top it all of!

I did something really stupid today --- I didn't go to class. Eek. I went straight to the Internet Station, having this crazy idea of looking for other survey sites that I can try to earn extra bucks. I still haven't found any. I also signed up for sites that pay bloggers who write reviews. Now I need to make my blog more accessible to people, which I have no idea how.

I'm tired.

Belly Dancing and Surveys

I signed up for the alternative class, belly dancing with my old major mates. We were taught how to isolate our body parts from one another, i.e. the neck from the rest of the body, the chest, the hips, even the arms. It was a good excercise. I would love to do it again, if I had the money to pay for a class. The woman who taught us, Ms. Gemma, was actually a doctor. She was thin and well-built, but she told us that she already has two kids of her own. Super hindi halata. I'm inspired to try this further. I guess I'll just add it to my things to do before I turn 25 list for now.

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I'm trying to get some information for a part time job or anyway that I can earn extra cash to spend. TeenTalk has been very helpful. I just signed up to A.W. Surveys. I'm still trying to grasp the concept of PayPal though. We'll see.

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Twenty days for Christmas. I want to ask Mama for a new pair of school shoes before they go, but I just can't bring myself to do so. Mom and Papa talked a couple of days ago, and Mom said we should try to be more malambing to our grandparents, since that's what they are only looking for. I might be able to push myself to do it before the nineteenth. Hopefully.

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The TeenTalkers' Christmas EB at Food Express, Gateway, Cubao is next Saturday, December 15. Details are still unclear for now. I hope I can go, but Papa and Mama might have plans to do with us before they leave for the States. Hmm...

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I'm gonna answer more surveys to earn. Need money desperately. Huhu.