I'm so tired....

I'm at work right now and I couldn't begin to tell you how much I wish I wasn't here...

I'd rather be anywhere than here, but here I am alright, giving away my Saturday off to get a movie ticket and earn. I'm so not delivering to my potentials. It sucks. I just can't seem to find the drive to work. It just doesn't make sense to work for money. There's to pride in it. No motivational whatever; nothing. But I'm tied to this because of my contract and because I've got nothing else better to do anyway.

I miss school. Soooo much.

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Shift starts 4:30 and ends 11 AM. What sucks is I can't help but wish the time to pass by, which means I'm not enjoying every minute I have alive. I want to engulf myself at home, in the protection of mom and my brother and not be bothered by expectations and questions and responsibilities and spiffs and all those adult stuff I never even knew existed.

PFFT!

I guess being a working girl isn't as a great and glamorous as it once sound... I want to be a school girl again...