Wounded Monster

Am currently in the library again, researching for my Lit Project. Been reading all about Hitler. It's kind of empowering to know that the man who had killed a thousand people was not pure evil but rather, a man who had been wounded --- repetetively --- by the people surrounding him, that it led him to being a monster who needed someone to understand him.

Too bad no one thought of that during those times. Then again, why should they? He was a murderer. Him being a mental patient does not justify his actions, though it gives light, and hope, to me that man is not purely evil. He just becomes so because of the situations he found himself in.

I wonder if, when Hitler died, he realized he had done something so monstrous and asked for mercy? I pray for him. In a way, he was a victim of man's actions as he was the cause of man's sorrows.

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I need to do my researches today on the important people mentioned in Danielle Steel's novel "Wanderlust" so that I won't be pressured tomorrow when I start (and hopefully, if all goes well) finish both Javi's and Ken's projects. Would have to that in Yacal which is why I'd be once again spending the weekends with Tita Emma and the others.

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Today I also have to write three drafts:

1. draft for the script for the film video for FS3
2. draft for the workbook for the taped workbook for FS3
3. draft for the poem for the audio for FS3

Utter punishment. Well, I worked out the last one by searching for a poem about Verbs on the net. I found one that you can sing with to the tune of BINGO. Hehehe. Both the first and second activities are due on the 23rd so my priority would be the taped slide. I'm too tired to get angry at Vindollo for all these projects, so I'll just use my left over energies on fulfilling my requirements.

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Two weeks to go for sophomore year. Gosh! Am already a junior!!! c*,)